Monday, September 7, 2015

Her Mother's Daughter - Part Two


As established in Her Mother's Daughter - Part One, Gwen, the mother of the runaway bride, came to town looking for things that could go wrong with Joe and KatieLyn's marriage. This was not a hard task for an accomplished critic. Gwen did not like Joe's house. She did not like Joe's dogs. She went absolutely apoplectic at the thought Joe and KatieLyn were kicking around at the time of having two married couples share one house to cut living expenses.

[[ Let me digress on the house-sharing topic a bit because it provides a good microcosm for illustrating how Gwen operates. Yes, Joe's house is a bit on the fixer-upper side, but during the past few years it has had a new roof, mostly new windows, and the hardwood floors were refinished. He was in the middle of bathroom renovations at the time of the visit. While Gwen was touring the house, she was all smiles and telling stories about houses she'd restored. But afterwards, as KatieLyn and her parents were headed back home, I don't think they'd gotten a mile out of town before Gwen started in on KatieLyn on how this was wrong, and that was wrong, and how it wasn't going to work. Gwen stuck her nose into a problem that was not hers. She told KatieLyn not live with another couple in the house because they would hear KatieLyn and Joe fighting and side with Joe. — Whoa! Whoa, whoa! — Stop and look at the way Gwen jumped headlong into presumption! She had so little respect for her daughter's ability to navigate a marital relationship that she had already imagined that KatieLyn would have embarrassing fights with her husband in front of others— and that his friends are so shallow that they would automatically side with Joe, no matter what! No, Gwen. You are full of it. Full on multiple counts. Joe's friends liked KatieLyn too; so they would have been "their" friends, not just "his" friends. And they would have probably been smart enough to stay out of it and not take sides at all. One more thing, Gwen:  Joe respects KatieLyn enough to work out differences peaceably and in private. Or were you expecting your daughter to do the drama queen thing? ]]  

Gwen came LOOKING for things that could go wrong that day, and when she saw something, she'd let her imagination run wild with it. Usually, these were things that would never affect her directly and were only marginally her business, if at all.  As I said in Part One, if I had known then what I know now, I would have been alarmed by what came next.

Within a few days of KatieLyn's and her parents' return to their home state, Gwen sent Joe a summons.  "Summons" is the proper term, although at the time Joe considered it to be a request. She wanted him to make the four-hour one-way trip to her house to discuss things. Furthermore, she suggested (under the guise of being considerate of everyone's time,) that he come while KatieLyn was still at work. 

I now see this as her first attempt at setting up a triangulation; she wanted to create an opportunity to ramp up her catty little schemes and undermine the couple's "over the moon" relationship behind KatieLyn's back. (Over the moon was the term KatieLyn used to describe her happiness at this point.) 

Joe politely declined the invitation, truthfully explaining that he had a ton of responsibilities here to get ready for the wedding and simply did not have time to schedule another trip or take time from work.

I clearly remember when Joe told me about Gwen's "request." He matter-of-factly described what she had asked. I listened, and when he was done I said, "Well, you're not going to do that, are you?" He put his lips together and shook his head. That was that.

We did not sit around and analyze it, pick apart the pros and cons, or try to figure out a way to make it happen. KatieLyn had said yes to the proposal, her parents were on record as saying they had a peace about it, a wedding date had been picked, and they'd completed their first premarital counseling session. If Joe had asked me for advice—which he did not—I would have agreed with the sentiment that I already saw him forming: He was marrying KatieLyn, not her mother; it is important to establish boundaries early on.

In looking back on it half a year later, I see that what I had marked as a blip on the radar was Gwen's attempt to pull off a major intervention. There had been indications that she was jealous of her daughter's happiness. She had made comments, passed off as random jokes that disturbed Joe a little, such as, "Ooo, you're going to take Karie away from me!" On the surface it seemed that she meant the geographical distance, which was no further than how far away Gwen's eldest daughter's family (with two granddaughters, and a third grandchild on the way) are from her. Now I think she meant emotionally: I believe she was frightened of KatieLyn loving or needing a husband more than her.

If you will allow me to use some dark humor with this, I made a poster that illustrates Gwen's idea of an intervention. She set out to poison and kill the marriage. She characterized her motive to others, and perhaps even to herself, as "loving concern." In truth, it was a selfish desire to keep KatieLyn "at home where she belongs." That is, 'belongs' according to Gwen. 

She peddled her sweet tea as if her doubts were legitimate nuggets of wisdom. In truth, she opened her yap and spouted off every godless, faith-destroying doubt that she could come up with! Repeatedly.  She succeeded in making KatieLyn doubt herself.  KatieLyn adopted her mother's doubts and became her mother's daughter.

            God does not give people doubt. Not ever. Search the scripture. You will not find a verse that goes, "And the Lord God gave (insert any name) doubt." But starting as early as Eve, scripture is rife with examples of Satan causing people to doubt. Time after time, people lost big because of doubt. Eve lost paradise. The Israelites lost entry into the Promised Land and wandered for forty years instead because they doubted God's provision to help them take the land. Job lost everything! (For the thing I feared has overtaken me, and what I dreaded has happened to me. Job 3:25) Doubt comes from the enemy in an effort to steal, kill, and destroy what God has already plainly told people to do. KatieLyn's mother was adding the arsenic of doubt to the brew. Doubt stole KatieLyn's faith, it killed the wedding, and it just may have destroyed the Godly call on her future. 

When KatieLyn drank the tea, she allowed her mother's doubts, not the Lord's faith, to define reality.

The Lesson
Thoughts are not harmless nothings. They are seeds with the potential to grow and produce one's future. If they are cultivated with love, they can flourish. If they are cultivated with fear, they are destructive.




Arsenic Teacup credit link  polyvore.com ~ interesting that it's for a lefty, isn't it?

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